Uh... well... Now I'm not a mom and I know that a ton of people do that, but to me it always feels so tacky when you're husband is busier with shoving the camera into your face than actually admiring his baby and comforting you... Only skipped through because, yeah. It feels too intimate to follow the whole process of getting contractions and saying bye to Isaac and what not. Filming for yourself, yes, but sharing it with the whole world is just not my thing for something like that. Maybe that's a thing that already started with Isaac's birth and maybe it's also why I gradually stopped watching her videos. They're just things that are too intimate for me, as in, that's family stuff and I don't want to see everything from someone's life. Anyway, in that video you can see that one of the biggest reasons why Bubz couldn't bond with Isaac right away, was the missing body contact and the whole process of feeling the birth. There's such a huge bond between Ayla and her and it's visible just from those couple seconds in the video. I hope they'll be happy.
Wait, let's take this the other way. So if a random person, no matter how creppy, disgusting and awful gives her $5, they're allowed to flirt with her? Does she understand that she's whoring herself? If someone sends her a lot money, will she do CS or what? That honestly just plays into the lodging at conventions/sugar baby theory, remember how that random person wanted to drive through the whole country to take her to the Universal Studios? And that people always take photos for free of her outside of conventions and then expect a date? Maybe she didn't mean it that way, but she really should take care what she's saying online. Because like that it sounds like an invitation for her receiving dick pics for a couple dollars voluntarily.
If she's that intelligent, she could still do online classes or just start reading up on stuff that interests her. And if it's Harajuku fashion or astrology or whatever, it would give her something to use her brain and distract her when she's feeling bad and sick. I don't know, I feel a bit bad for her because apparently even if someone offline tried to help her, she wouldn't/didn't accept it and people who don't want help, can't be helped with their problems even if it would be so easy to solve them (the latter part maybe not in her case).
Okay, here's a thing from someone who's wearing both glasses and contact lenses (including circle lenses for cosplays): please, please, PLEASE go to regular check-ups, especially when you're wearing contacts regularly. She did not mention that at all in the whole video and I'm honestly worried that Taylor hasn't seen an eye doctor since she left Canada (I hope she went over there...). That really can fuck up your eyes, even if you do not notice it yet. Vision also changes over time due to growth and external influences, so the strength can change easily. I hope Taylor's taking eye drops now at least, but she really should go see an eye doctor just to make sure that the contacts didn't damage anything in her eye. Add: There are so many people in the comments who "didn't even notice she's not doing heavy eye make up anymore because she's still so pretty!!" Yeeks... And those are the people who love her twenty minutes vlogs...
Bubz herself said, quote: "I had trouble bonding with Isaac first time round and it took months before I started to appreciate motherhood". So it wasn't even only one month. And even then, like MarshmallowCloud already said, her whole audience knows about her not "liking" Isaac as much as Ayla at the beginning. This is not about what we adults think but how a child receives such a message. Of course we understand it's fine because it was postpartum depression, the C-section and all that. But a child only sees that it's sibling is loved more and getting more attention.
Says her vision became much worse and are really dry. First thing she did after coming home was always taking out her contact lenses because it was so uncomfortable. Admits a lot of clients didn't want the eye-enlarging makeup, but she didn't want to change it. Calls the makeup/lenses similar to an addiction because she "had to wear them everyday" (probably the word she wanted was "obsession"). Around the end she googles gory eye infection photos, so PLEASE TAKE CARE IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE! She also destroys some of her unused lenses lol...
From what you guys wrote, I thought she actually spoke an understandable Japanese sentence at least, but uh... It wasn't that bad, but Taylor needs to use her advantage of being an English speaker because so many words can be used in Japanese. She wanted to ask the staff if they had another of those bowls but didn't know the word for "bowl". Now while it isn't the most sophisticated way of course, she simply could have said it as booru/ボウル, simply the Japanese pronounced version of "bowl". I think she does know the basics of Japanese, she just needs practice. If she doesn't want to study vocabulary, she could simply pay attention in her beloved vegan restaurants because they often use English words, hence why I'm surprised she didn't think of ボウル (acai bowl and so on).
I'm sure it's better that even if someone from us can go, it doesn't get mentioned here because we all know Lon is reading here regularly and if she knew that a PULL user will come, she'd cancel the panel ASAP. So if anyone's going, please keep it for yourself and tell us afterwards how it was!
It's because she doesn't know how to use After Effects, so she can't hide what she believes is ugly about herself or whatever is her problem. She should at least switch to learning how to use filters on videos instead of brightness.
Looks more like a reaaaaally rough version of Princess Chibi Moon. Watch her say afterwards how she obviously doesn't need a wig because she has Chibi Moon's hair already, are we all blind or what, duh. It is kinda cute if her attitude wouldn't be. We all know she's gonna call it a perfect cosplay, I really would like this as casual con outfit when you don't have time/money/whatever other reason to properly cosplay. But she does have the money and she's too narcistic to call it a random outfit. OR she's gonna say it's just ~a moon princess inspired~ outfit.
I thought I had pretty randomly... But will she delete all those posts/videos where she talks about how Isaac made her feel depressed for so long and now there's Ayla and she's full of love? I don't think Bubz even considers Isaac's conscience at this point but someday, latest when he gets into school and learns to read and understand interaction, he might find all that. That his mom loved his sister immediately, not him. I'm not saying this is bad in general, it's just how things were. But for children it works differently. It's not like he's gonna understand even if someone tries to explain it. I'm just really afraid he'll get hurt by it, children can't think rationally and now his mom is all over his sister suddenly. No matter how much he loves her now, there will be sibling envy sooner or later as well. Bubz really should stop posting about those two, it's just gonna be a disadvantage latest at school and if it's the other mother's judging her for whatever. I know she must think it's safe that everyone knows her children's faces, but it's not...
Does that mean Taylor is gonna make a twenty minutes rambling video about why she can't/won't wear circle lenses anymore? Did she visit an eye doctor after all that time? Does she need stronger prescription glasses? Time for clickbait? 😱 Would be funny if her brand just doesn't get produced anymore.