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Brianna Slaughter / Morena In Japan


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she made a new video and changed her Instagram name to morenainjapan

 

Okay I know I said I'm done with her but this is for real though. I'm not gonna defend her, just give my opinion.I just watched her new vid and the only thing I can say is, I'm not mad right now, just disappointed (this phrase is overused and I know but it's how I feel). Towards the end of the vid she said that people were tired of her shit and so was she. That's pretty accurate and yes we're all tired of it Bri, just stop.I just felt bad and I don't know why especially when she started crying. She says that life has been hard on her but I feel like part of it is because of her behavior or whatever but who knows. I'm really disappointed yet,I shouldn't be because I'm younger but still. It's bad that she's thinking of self harm but that doesn't excuse her from being harsh. I feel like what she's done is coming back to haunt her; again her thinking of self harm is bad. Nobody needs to kill/harm themselves despite joking around or whatever when feeling down to their deepest point. Again not defending, just giving my opinion. If you want to downvote this, it's fine. I'm done with her for now and (already repeated this a million times) hope to whoever this girl gets her shit together and has improved mental health.

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*cranks out my tiny violin* poor Brianna

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For those who don't want to watch the video:

  • She's "dealing with a lot of loss, dealing with a lot of big emotions" recently (a reference to her bff dumping her ass??)
  • She's been off her meds for 200-something days now and is starting to realize they were helping her cope
  • She's in her third year of university and wants to get her masters in Japan 
    • imo this is so stupid like I get wanting to achieve goals and push yourself but she's obviously lonely and isolated and not getting the help she needs in Japan so why does she stay there?
  • She's currently working 2 1/2 or 3 jobs--calls one a "half" job because it's not nine to five which makes it sound like the other two jobs are full time but BITCH you can't work more than 28 hours on a student visa so either you're breaking the law or you're being dishonest
  • Because she works so much and also goes to school she "doesn't have a single day" to herself so today she skipped school
  • She has endometriosis, so she constantly feels like she's dying
  • Feeling very overwhelmed and at a loss because of all her mental illness; starts crying
  • Acknowledges she's been engaging in a lot of toxic behaviors but claims it's only toward herself and not toward anyone else
    • Suicidal ideology is specifically what she's referring to
  • No one understands!!! One bad day can kill me!
    • One second she's happy and then moments later she's contemplating suicide like GET BACK ON YOUR MEDS??????
    • "That's not normal" no shit it's not normal get back on your meds
  • Only "wants peace" but claims there's nothing she can do to help herself

tl;dr she hasn't been posting content because she's in a bad place mentally and hasn't been enjoying it.

idk how i feel about it; she's done so much shit and refused to get help for so long that I just don't have it in me to feel pity for her. Like I don't want anyone to be in a place where they're contemplating suicide, but she knows she has BPD and she supposedly has been actually clinically diagnosed with it and has had access to meds in the past so I don't understand why suddenly she refuses to medicate this mental illness that could potentially kill her. Like girl, what the fuck are you doing, use this huge low point to get help instead of constantly seeking validation online jfc. 

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idk how i feel about it; she's done so much shit and refused to get help for so long that I just don't have it in me to feel pity for her. Like I don't want anyone to be in a place where they're contemplating suicide, but she knows she has BPD and she supposedly has been actually clinically diagnosed with it and has had access to meds in the past so I don't understand why suddenly she refuses to medicate this mental illness that could potentially kill her. Like girl, what the fuck are you doing, use this huge low point to get help instead of constantly seeking validation online jfc. 

 

THANK. YOU. 

I know that there's a huge movement going against medicating for mental illness right now because people believe that everyone's getting over-medicated and being handed anti-depressants like candy, but let me tell you, if you are DIAGNOSED AS BIPOLAR you. need. to. take. your. goddamn. meds. Especially in Japan where mental illness is still stigmatized to hell and talk therapy isn't as common. I'm sure for her there's a language barrier as well. 

It's so frustrating to see her talk about her mental illness as a "chemical imbalance" and then say that she's self-medicating with yoga and fucking pole dancing. Yes, she fucking said that. 

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Bri, if pole dancing could cure your fucking mental illness, every single bipolar hoe out there would be gyrating against a pole right now. GET THE FUCK BACK ON YOUR MEDS. 

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She makes this pity party every once and a while. If she wants to be done with youtube, than just be done with youtube.

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I only have one thing to say: Go home Brianna Japan isn’t it for you. If you have endometriosis it’s best to get help at home and not abroad, the same goes for your mental health. There is no point trying to prove anything and make yourself look unique/speak all when at the of the day you are struggling and feeling beyond low. 
 

It’s not cute to tough it out when you don’t need to. Learn to give up, it’s bad you can always go back especially if you’re looking at grad school you need to be as healthy as possible and have the appropriate copping mechanism. 

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this bitch so annoying just get on your damn meds and just be done with YouTube like fuck 

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Nah she was just saying she wasn't doing YouTube because she was "over it". Now she has to come back with a pity party to get viewers to stay. I don't feel sorry for her in the slightest. 

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So she literally just admitted breaking her visa law on camera? Let's just speed up the process then 

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well boo fucking hoo bri get back on your meds ffs

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For those who don't want to watch the video:

  • She's "dealing with a lot of loss, dealing with a lot of big emotions" recently (a reference to her bff dumping her ass??)
  • She's been off her meds for 200-something days now and is starting to realize they were helping her cope
  • She's in her third year of university and wants to get her masters in Japan 
    • imo this is so stupid like I get wanting to achieve goals and push yourself but she's obviously lonely and isolated and not getting the help she needs in Japan so why does she stay there?
  • She's currently working 2 1/2 or 3 jobs--calls one a "half" job because it's not nine to five which makes it sound like the other two jobs are full time but BITCH you can't work more than 28 hours on a student visa so either you're breaking the law or you're being dishonest
  • Because she works so much and also goes to school she "doesn't have a single day" to herself so today she skipped school
  • She has endometriosis, so she constantly feels like she's dying
  • Feeling very overwhelmed and at a loss because of all her mental illness; starts crying
  • Acknowledges she's been engaging in a lot of toxic behaviors but claims it's only toward herself and not toward anyone else
    • Suicidal ideology is specifically what she's referring to
  • No one understands!!! One bad day can kill me!
    • One second she's happy and then moments later she's contemplating suicide like GET BACK ON YOUR MEDS??????
    • "That's not normal" no shit it's not normal get back on your meds
  • Only "wants peace" but claims there's nothing she can do to help herself

tl;dr she hasn't been posting content because she's in a bad place mentally and hasn't been enjoying it.

idk how i feel about it; she's done so much shit and refused to get help for so long that I just don't have it in me to feel pity for her. Like I don't want anyone to be in a place where they're contemplating suicide, but she knows she has BPD and she supposedly has been actually clinically diagnosed with it and has had access to meds in the past so I don't understand why suddenly she refuses to medicate this mental illness that could potentially kill her. Like girl, what the fuck are you doing, use this huge low point to get help instead of constantly seeking validation online jfc. 

 

I can't help but wonder if Bri thinks she'll be a failure if she has to leave Japan and doesn't finish school there. I mean she has this idea of getting a masters in Japan and if she went back home before she finished the bachelors that would not help her case at all.

But in her current state it's not worth it for her to stay. If anything it'd hurt her way more to keep going instead of just going back to the US and picking things up from there. Or just giving up the apartment and staying in a dorm and taking her meds. 

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Bri. Repeat after me: "The Internet is not my therapist."

Done. Problem solved. Get help. Nobody will give you shit for handling real life stuff in a constructive way. Get off social media and take all that time for real friends and real work. 

 

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i've lost so much respect for this girl that i don't even feel sorry for her one bit.

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What the hell does she even like about Japan? She complains about the food, she's always broke, she says she's harassed constantly, she refuses to dress to the country's standards, she complains about hair dressers, she complains landlords are racist. The list goes on

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So she literally just admitted breaking her visa law on camera? Let's just speed up the process then 

 

Oh she broke the visa laws a long ass time ago. Sex work is not allowed on a student visa. 

Yeah bri I know you lurk here and if you want your master's here because of the bragging rights, trust me. It's not worth it. You may be able to dick around in your undergrad but grad school is completely different. You will fail if you don't show up to class. You will not have a day off. There are less scholarships for master's students. They will not laugh off your bullshit because you represent your professor. You will need healthy coping mechanisms if you want any hope of surviving grad school. I've seen people fall into utter chaos because of the stress and those people are neurotypicals. 

Go back to America if you really wanna do grad school because you won't last a minute here if they even accept your problematic ass. 

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