I think that might actually be in reference to Jaime and C9 Smoothie being exposed on the Joast stream. There's a link in the e-girl thread. Jaime and Smoothie were caught on a date so it was just awkward during the whole thing. ignore i cant delete this vvvv
I've actually been watching a decent amount of the OfflineTV streams, but more so when one of the guys are hosting it on their channel because they actually do stuff besides sitting in front of a green screen and interacting with chat. At least Lily plays the piano. I try to tune in to see what Kimi or Jaime does but always find myself closing the tab.
Imagine getting over someone but you're still friends with them so they keep talking about their crush to you... Why am I so unlucky with boys? :// I'm way too nice and scared to say anything about it that I just keep hiding my feelings every. single. time.
I actually think she looks a lot prettier in this video. Her hair grew a bit longer and she didn't do the bad curling or "beach waves" (is that even what it is?) with her hair. Those earrings also really helped, I think.
I'm tired of being so damn lonely and I'm tired of feeling like I'm a burden to everyone. I'm always apologizing for talking to people and venting even when they say that I can rely on them and I'm afraid that one day they're going to leave when they've had enough of me. I'm tired of having all these insecurities and no courage to do anything to limit them. I just feel so alone and stressed and tired but there's really no one I can truly tell anything to just because I feel like I can no longer trust anyone. (I also hate how emotional I get when I'm on my period. I swear to god I'm only like this because I'm on my period but it's seriously making me anxious af).
It's so disappointing that when this thread first started, I actually liked her and defended her cafe hopping. Now she's moved on to designer brands and KPOP IDOLS that she would never talk about until she realized it'd get her more views. Her true personality is showing and her videos are just constantly going downhill. I'd seriously rather watch the cafe hopping.
If there's one thing I'm insecure about that most, it's not my acne, it's not my nose, but my teeth. I guess I've always had bad teeth, so they've been really yellow since I was young? No matter how often I brushed it and no matter the yearly dental appointments, they were just never white. I know PURE WHITE teeth isn't good, but my teeth aren't even slightly yellow? They're really yellow... and I've considered getting them bleached but I just don't have the money to spare for it right now, and I have no idea if down the line I will ever have the money to spare for it. It's honestly so annoying because when people see bad teeth, they automatically think bad hygiene. They don't realize that people can genetically have bad teeth and require more to get it even decent looking...? And if you don't have the $$$ to get it dealt with, it's not gonna fix itself on its own.
Lol why would she even shave a corgi's fur? If you shave your dog because they shed a lot, that's your problem for not doing research. It's almost impossible to find a dog that doesn't shed, most of them shedding to a certain degree. The fact that they also live in Korea, where it actually gets below freezing, will mean that Kamja will have trouble regulating his body heat. Clothes alone aren't going to cut it. Also saw this comment on one of the pictures on Kamja's IG and found it amusing.
Wouldn't necessarily say that I dated him since it was never "official", but that's the closest to a relationship I'll ever be ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. I met this guy online through a game that we played. Eventually we started talking more often through text and the like and ended up voice calling on Skype pretty much every day. One day, the guy just disappears. He's done it before, but usually a week max, so I waited it out. Passes 2 weeks... then 3 weeks... Of course, if you meet someone on a game, you're bound to have the same friends on said game, so I decide to ask one of them if she's talked to him within the last few days. Unfortunately, but not surprisingly, they've been chatting every day. I was pretty much ghosted lol. That was probably the first time I've ever cried over a guy since it was the first time I've ever had a "thing" with someone. My poor teenage soul lol. Also eventually found out that he was a dirty liar, from pictures to "secrets" and everything in between. Boring, but my love life is pretty nonexistent
As a Monbebe and Wonho stan, it makes me absolutely uncomfortable the type of shit I always see people, fans or not, say about the members, especially Wonho and Shownu. I think it's a combination of everyone being overly sexual than necessary and kpop fans being hella extra and "trashy". Eddy probably doesn't care of what he says online because his image revolves around being that extra "sassy and gay" guy. Add in that his fanbase is also "kpop trash" with the same mindset and behavior and he'll never understand when someone actually tries to give him constructive criticism because anyone that strays away from the expected comments is a hater. He's seriously the type of person that doesn't think something doesn't exist until it happens to them (for example during the KCON panel when he stated racism doesn't really happen in Korea...like ok), so he'll never understand the hypersexualization of idols until it happens when he doesn't want it to.