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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Random Chat Thread    14 hours ago

   I'm listening to a podcast about family of a sandy hook victim who were harassed. It's so horrific, jesus.
   The immeasurable damage that losers like alex jones and co caused to these families is horrendous. 
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Confessional    Yesterday at 12:23 AM

   takuto is the counselor who gets hired after the kamoshida arc. Atlus says explicitly that he's not going to be evil but I keep hrm hrming because there's something a little suspect about him instantly getting hired on after someone who was causing the school trouble gets canned... of course, that's my wishful thinking because I like villains, I hope he does offer some new perspectives to the game and helps these poor traumatized teens.
   I like Akechi a lot but I hope she's at least distinctive from Akechi because I don't want her to be a female copy of Akechi, I think she should have her own distinctions. Hopefully she does, because Atlus is kind of pushing her a lot already so I'm assuming that she's actually got an interesting story arc.
   I'll eat it up, not like I'm going to be spending my money on much better shit anyway.
   OT confessional: Just had a massive blowout fight with my sister and... well, god I hate her right now. I hate her half the time. At her worst she's bitchy, controlling, and awful, she is barely around but tends to treat others like they should follow her every demand, and then claims that her cunty and often bratty phrasing and tendency to treat everyone like maids is "DOING IT OUT OF LOVE".... that wording actively reminds me of my nasty mother and that triggers really bad memories for me. Me bringing up in the conversation that she reminded us of our mother fucking chucked us both off the deep end, she projected back onto me that I was acting like my mother, and it began.
   We ended up slapping one another and in chokeholds and all this other awful physical banter. She started it, personally, I'm just really angry at how it turned out, now my entire body hurts. Nothing has been solved... she is going to continue or up the ante on her demanding behavior now. She's also going to try and defame me to my own therapist (who I have an appointment with tomorrow), and my father and try and make herself seem like the victim when she started the argument and I repeatedly told her to stop until I could not fucking take it anymore and started yelling at her. I am trying to find something to take the edge off.
   Oh, and she did all this in front of her childhood friend. He didn't say squat because at the end what can he do. My sister is an immovable force. I only feel bad that he had to witness it. The guy has known me since we were actual kids, so he knows I have mental health problems, same with my sister, but there's nothing more humiliating than this young man having to be an accessory to this level of personal humiliation for both of us.
   I am so disgusted with myself right now, and I shouldn't be, but maybe I fucking made it clear, finally made it clear to my sister, that I am tired of her trying to reign over me like she can control me. She can't. She can't threaten me either, without getting blowback. I'm not going to get accused of being entitled and bratty myself because of her entitled brainlessness.
   If she can't even ask me to do anything without sounding as if she's talking to a maid, then she does not deserve my respect, I have tried and I am exhausted by her awful behavior towards me. I am not her fucking maid.
   She's younger than me and acts like she has life all figured out and that she can order everyone around, it's fucking insufferable. You are not invincible, you do not have life all figured out, and you are not going to get me to abide by your every whims, you understand that, sweetheart? I'm too old for this shit and I feel like I've accomplished nothing in life, she pisses me off by constantly feeling like she has to reinforce how "great" she is and how much of a dismotivated loser i am. I thought we were able to get along but she's become increasingly worse, every time she comes back from college, it's bitch, bitch, bitch. I don't care anymore. I really don't care. I'm tired of this shit.
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Confessional    Monday at 11:13 PM

   just watched the p5r e3 english trailer and holy shit
   "THERE ARE A NUMBER OF STUDENTS AT THIS SCHOOL YOU SHOULDN'T GET INVOLVED WITH"
   
   i have not wanted to be stepped on this much in a long time
   CAN WE ALSO TALK ABOUT TAKUTO??? I KNOW HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EVIL BUT I DONT TRUST THAT ATLUS ISNT GOING TO MAKE HIM EVIL FOR A SECOND. I STILL LOVE HIM, HE'S SO CUTE. LIKE FUCKING HELL ATLUS STOP MAKING ME LIKE OLD MEN.
   AND KASUMI. OH MY GOD KASUMI. PPL SAYING SHE SOUNDS BLAND BUT SHE SEEMS SUPER CUTE TO ME, I WONDER IF SHE'LL OVERTAKE FUTABA'S SPOT AS MY BEST GIRL.
   CONTENT, CONTENT, I LOVE ALL THIS CONTENT AND IM FANNING AGAIN, HELP ME!!
   ATLUS POSTPONING P5R TILL 2020 IN THE WEST, WHY CANT WE GET IT WHEN THE JAPANESE DO EEK
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Random Chat Thread    Monday at 10:34 PM

   P5R's English trailer is out and I am fanning hard… aaAAAAAAAAAAAA atlus why you make us wait till 2020 
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Vic Mignogna    Monday at 7:56 PM

   Vic wanted a trial, didn't he? Too bad he didn't expect that it was going to be against big bad funi instead of small fries Jamie and RonMonica. 
   Good luck winning against a corporation who can hire far better lawyers than your dwindling $200k can.
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Confessional    Sunday at 10:46 PM

   aww I think dark hair with pale skin / light eyes actually looks incredibly pretty. I have dark brown hair with natural streaks that appear during the summer.
   You could always try light streaks if you think it'd work and offset the black a bit, I've seen that look good on some girls. But do whatever you feel looks best. 
   To juxtapose I actually like the way my own hair looks when i dye it black because I'm naturally pretty pale, and I also have a lot of freckles.
   Do whatever you feel is best for you,, I think red is also a very pretty color (but I'm too afraid to try anything that involves me bleaching my hair!!!).
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Unpopular opinions    Sunday at 8:01 PM

   I don't really understand non celeb people who wear excess makeup almost everyday, particularly those who contour / highlight everyday? I think highlighter and contouring is fine for special occasions but every single day? 
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Unpopular opinions    Sunday at 8:01 PM

   edit: it double posted for some reason mods PLS delete
   

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   sappysappy added a post in a topic Confessional    Sunday at 7:08 PM

   
   I've been looking for the proper reaction images for a damn HOUR and I can't find good ones that truly describe how I feel
   
    
   
   
   although this would probably most fit how I feel
   
   
   The "poof hair" and the word "tall" was a dead giveaway t b h
   im going to climb back under a rock and cri now
   

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Kpop scandals    Sunday at 9:51 AM

    an invasive fansite allegedly "caught" a member of the boyz (q, the dude who was recently said to be a flat earther) and nancy on a date after stalking them... as if daisy didn't get shelved already for her "dating controversy" (hiatus my ass, not sure why taeha got shelved their last comeback, daisys dating was obviously why she was shelved), these poor of age idols can't have any fun and can't even live their lives without scrutiny, they're saying another one of the boyz members is also dating jiwon from cherry bullet and claiming both of them was also there....
    dara of 2ne1 recently talked about her dating habits (she's only dated celebrities, no less!) and the reality is incredibly depressing
    and the aforementioned is proof of that i guess, if you do anything slightly public you stand a good chance of getting caught. sad.
    

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Confessional    Sunday at 9:12 AM

    I am attracted to a villain I really should not be attracted to from a fictional series in a very wrong way. I hate him so so much, what's wrong with me?
    
    I feel like such a disgusting horrible nasty person for even considering that he was anything but nasty, any attraction whatsoever, but my thoughts keep telling me otherwise. And it's like, calm down, he isn't even fucking real. You should be fine right? Nah, he's not even… he's not even worth my attraction I swear to god. I keep saying that, but that only strengthens the opposite feeling.
    It's just that anything that morally repugnant really shouldn't be liked by anyone and the fandom has leapt down the throat of girls who've thought he wasn't a punchable faced piece of ass beforehand that aren't me, maybe he is, but there's still something that weirdly attracts me to him and it honestly makes no sense to me either.
    I can't help how I feel! I can't help how I feel! There is no congruence between my moral compass and my weird brain's attraction to certain dominant, tall anime style men. i hate this stupid conflict, I hate this stupid poofy haired bastard. There's nothing wrong with liking him jeez but I feel like the nastiest person who has nobody to fan over him with. And I feel gross for fanning in private with only myself. Ugh.
    he isn't even my first case of "gross creepy animeesque dude who I give love" but he's still shameful as HELL because he's not even my usual type at all for husbandos. What happened here came out of nowhere and it wasn't instantaneous unlike many of the other instances of this lmao tbh it developed like a tumor
    +1 if anyone can figure out which char this is about (though I'd prefer it not be guessed openly) it's a BIG YIKES for me to admit
    *faceplants into keyboard*
    

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Anime Discussion    Sunday at 8:59 AM

    have caught up with Carole & Tues and it's super cute! had people in my anime related discord complaining about that they didn't like it, I don't understand their train of thought at all (although they did recommend I watch samurai champloo- okay okay, I'll get to it). Also I think the singing competition arc and rivalry with Angela will be fun. I'm hoping Angela gets more screentime as she has the potential to be interesting.
    Also started watching JJBA from where I left off and god it's such a ridiculous show but I keep watching it. Its so fuckin hammy that I might as well be eating enough bacon to clog my arteries every time I watch it.
    

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Mariah Mallad / Momokun Cosplay    Sunday at 8:54 AM

    Moo's rapid gain is concerning, I know it's been brought up a million times but I can't get over the sheer size of her arms in candids. It's scary. She's going to end up 300-400 lbs and continuously gaining until she's no longer mobile, people are saying that she waddles when she walks when they see her at events...
    
    people called her "fat" in the left pic… that was only a few years ago… let that sink in… let that really sink in… 
    

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Vic Mignogna    Saturday at 7:32 AM

    Popehat blocked Rekieta.
    
    
    
    i know Rackets is mad that he got blocked by Popehat but Pope didn't have to go this hard with the vague tweets assuming these are actually about Rekieta which would make sense
    "small red and very mad" could also apply to a hack like Ben Shapiro though 
    

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    sappysappy added a post in a topic Vic Mignogna    Friday at 11:06 PM

    okay now that account is fucking racebaiting hardcore, it has to get sniped for that.
     
    is it actually a compliment to compare yourself to a late night talk show? late night shows also have a lot of comedy and comedy skits, unless you're trying to say you're a clown lawyer (honk honk) rackets, then you really shouldn't do that 
    anyway, everyone itt after doucettes mass murder, it was glorious
    
    

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