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He left me. He dumped me because for the past few months, he hasn't loved me. And he waited until some other girl starts flirting with him to tell me and to leave me. All because I can't manage my depression. If I had handled my depression better, he would still love me. I want to turn back time and stop myself from being stupid. I'm so sick with guilt and regret. I can't imagine myself with anybody else. Not looks-wise and not personality-wise. It's so hard to even believe he was talking to someone else behind my back. He never was the type before he met me. I must be really bad. He was so good to me. Bought me anything I needed, put up with angry outbursts and unreasonable expectations. It just became too much for him. I'm so mad at myself.
People who shove it in my face how much they love themselves are probably lying They repeat shit over and over until they believe it, and the more they say it, the more I know they don't believe it It's like how fighters pump themselves up before a fight. They know there's a chance they'll lose half their teeth but they sure as shit won't say it OUT LOUD
What do you all think of her bangs? She made the fatal mistake of putting in fake ones, thinking it looks good, then getting it done on her real hair, even though she has real thin hair and has to tease up a new skull shape daily to avoid 'penis head' (her words) Fake bangs: https://www.instagram.com/p/B1gzJKqIR3O/ Real bangs: https://www.instagram.com/p/B7ba317BMTl/ ^ I think, anyway. That's what it looks like to me.
Honestly if Floor was worth the hype she would have skyrocketed in the like 10-20 years before she joined Shitwish. I remember listening to her in AE before, years ago, and never really giving them more of a listen because nothing about the band or her really blew my socks off at all. Another unpopular one is that Symphonic Metal is just dying now. It seems like the more money these bands have to throw at their projects, the worse they get. Super shiny highly-CG'd music videos of twenty year olds in pleather catsuits, lots of 'full venue' splices to make them look more impressive than they really are as a band, and super shiny chrome on all their instruments and jewelry to make you think 'wow! they must be good! they have money!' I see it in new!Kamelot. Same with Nightwish. Same with Epica. Same with all of them. They're dead inside, no spirit. I don't feel anything. It's so sterile. Tuomas lost his muse, because let's be real, that's what Tarja was for him. Mark Jansen and his ideologies are getting old and tired, and I think these days people are tiring of being preached to about ideologies when listening to music. Kamelot's lyrics make no fucking sense anymore and sometimes I think Tommy cares more about his girlfriend's career than his own singing. Epica is running in place with how Simone's airy voice can barely be understood despite being in the business 20 years. Am I missing something? The fuck happened? I look away for two seconds and youtube musicians are the best thing about the genre now. They're all 'writing songs' instead of 'telling stories' now. And the whole 'storybook themed lyrics' thing doesn't make up for no real story (looking at you, NW). Sympho metal as a genre used to have so much soul and spirit, but now their album art is usually ten times better than the album itself.