i am so angry at myself for allowing people's piss to get to me. I mean why cant they fuckin neglect what i write and move? why should they always bring me down when they write better than me like they stress they do. I am already having hard time accepting that i love writing. i dont even open commissions as i dont believe in sharing people over writing something based on existing authors characters. please overlook what i write, i am an amatuer who didnt ask anyone to vote or love what i write and ao3 is a free site. This is one of the reasons english learners tend to shrug and mention that their english is bad because they feel obliged to apologise. i am drained because of such people who hate on fan writers just because they are not good enough
love it is alright to accept your negative thoughts in order to let them go instead of pushing them aside. Believe me i feel this on a spiritual level, have been learning English for over 12 years and still get comments like "oh you suck what crap is that you are writing" on my fanfic comments especially the ones with "english isnt your first language huh" , these made me realise that i am doing something that affected them eliciting a reaction regardless of its context. Staying true to your own capabilities and shortcomings will allow you to advance in the direction you see fit. Along the road you will find those who would hate to see you succeed and those who bring you down, but honestly it is probably because you are reaching a place they couldnt reach or doing something you love and they arent. I mean criticism can be hurtful if it wasnt phrased in a sensible manner, yet it isnt your fault.
I know this might sound extremely silly but Talk to yourself. I mean maybe what is holding you back is feeling inadequate or not good enough, hence not trying frequently because you dont want to make mistakes. Having a discourse with yourself (to blabber in a barely audible voice allows you to have a connection with the speech and flow of the language. I personally struggle with forming complex words and having selff-coversed on a daily base as it is something i am born with anyways; it helped getting over the hurdle of conscious switching to flowing from one language to the other. when i lack vocabulary as well i get the chance to search it later and use it with the natives. Furthermore, i listen to music in my commute, alongside learning you get to build a stronghold of the structure the more you listen. Reading a documment or magazines etc loudly to yourself even outside, it will help. Language learning is an arduous process but you will find yourself improving forward not the other way around even with making mistakesm as they are bits and pieces of furthering your understanding of the language. I hope it will help. dont be guilty you are doing a fine job.
Miranda;s train of thought is like i want Japanese-white-saudi-muslim-children whom i wont provide porper education to. She is so inconsistent and her thoughts are that of a drunkard wiht how messed up they are. Whether she has a child with that husband of hers or not, as long as they are of another ethnicity they may not recieve the services a Japanese-born child will have. maybe she is waiting on her chances to find a better husband that can fulfill the dream
i for once agree on what is said. The video is about a black girl in (an Asian country forgot which one sorry) who was groped and his hair smelled just because of her skin colours. the women in the video are utterly disgusting and it happens in Japan too which is sickening as it is.
i have to say i am happy she is holding her grounds, she is a sweet, strong and genuinely bright person. Even with the ups and downs of rrecovery i believe she will still raise again if she falls. It is important though to not bring up how she was before and now, as it may affect the person negatively. She is herself back then and now and honestly this thread already gives positive energy and caring vibes i didnt expect to see. I hope she keeps moving forward, despite any setback she is faced with
for her to go on about the niqab being akin to ninjas is the dumbest shit i have ever heard. makes her appear uneducated on the subject and is disrespectful to those who actually wear it somehow. As someone mentioned before on the thread of Mira the enlightened muslim, the niqab is taking your faith further (i guess) that you would try to become more modest. Also, this aligns with the bullshit of her 5 year old globe and the red flag of "my finger landed on SA". Japanese society is safest in terms of crime and acts of violence but it is in no way non-judgemental and cruel sometimes, dismissing this aspect is rather stupid. Nobody lives in this illusion but those who want to believe in it
her posture is not the most straight she can manage. I mean being insecure about your body is alright but she wont achieve anything or go anywhere with denying it. the slouch pose makes her look pregnant tbh
if she only confronted herself that her lifestyle of starbucks and pancakes are having its setbacks with her posture and weight she could move on and work on herself. as long as she keeps in this denialbit she wouldnt progress with neither her life nnor he supposed "i want to be a model" dream. there isnt any shame in weight fluctuation kenken we all have it and go through with it , though we are willing to fuckn be adults and look out for ourselves to maintain a healthy body and mind
i dont understand how she wants viewers to be convinced that Japan healed her or whatnot while giving off the completely opposite statement with her actions? i mean i support youtubers who are open about their mental health issues and general down days but she is taking it to the extreme.
Meghan Markle should stop trying to imitate the late Lady Diana's life and falling into her footsteps. back in the day lady Diana didnt want the excessive the attention, while meghan is the one inviting it into her home. please God let this news influx on the royal couple stop. Watching the news has become slightly annoying because of their stories and trivial matters.