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there was a link to an incomplete pdf file, a user from pull was translating it to english. I tried to find the link again for u, as i saved the pdf on june 8th 2018 (date of thread page 68) and thought that would give me an idea when it was posted. i don't know if the user has removed it or if there was an updated file ever posted, but if u wanna look for it then pre-page-68 is probably ur best shot. sorry if this wasn't helpful enough.
did he really try to blame his youtube meltdown on being “a little schizo?”. This dude... we don’t claim him.
his fake twitter meltdown has been going on ever since the Chris Hansen stuff began and it’s so obvious he does it just to have an insanity defense when inevitably any allegations are brought up to him in court. Now he’s gonna try to claim he’s “a little schizo”? Cool guy.
To be fair, that to me looks like she went for a crushed seashell and pearl cabochon type of manicur, not a solid color design. It doesnt look good to me either, but the nail lady couldve been new at work or just had a bad day. Venus couldve requested to have clear gel and then seashells, no color. having your nails done does'nt have to be added length. I think she did indeed get spoiled/sugared by that David dude, is what im trying to say.
I sometimes watch Mikan when i’m bored and other than childish ig stories and oversensitivity i don’t mind her. However I don’t get why in her last video people were supposed to ask her friend questions, but she kept interrupting him and answering for him...? Found it pretty impossible to watch, it stressed me out how she didn’t let him finish a single sentence ):
Then again, who doesn't look like that these days, and is it a bad thing to look like that? I'm happy for her that she's feeling more confident in her natural look. Did you actually prefer her alien baby shoop phase over this?
Yeah, that excuse about the bras is bullshit, it's equally as easy to find bras that fit her as it is to find training bras. I used to be emaciated to the point of having literally no boobage (meaning smaller than her boobs, we've all seen them countless times by now so no point of lying) and i still had 0 problem finding any bras at stores like H&M etc.
Also, judging by the fact that she is normal adult height there is no fucking way that clothes from the regular children's section would fit her. Idk why she can't just say that she prefers cute, pastel clothes rather than saying "im wearing clothes from the kids section", because that is actually creepy since she's a sex worker. Sex work in children's clothes is like the biggest nono on the planet.
Honestly, I think less people wouldve been upset with her if she just quit because of her mental health reasons, than whatever this clusterfuck is. Has western following - turns channel into Vtuber channel (which isn't popular in western countries) - lashes out at fans who are disappointed or confused. Youtubers quitting isn't new, and it's understandable. But whenever a channel changes completely, it's not gonna be recieved well by the subscribers, since they subscribed for a certain content. Also, as a person who is and has been living the life she described for years since I have a diagnosed schizo-something disorder (not giving my full diagnosis for privacy reasons), she seems to still enjoy hanging out with friends even if it's just every once in a while, and that's perfectly fine. Instagram is the evidence, even if it's just photos of her she will sometimes tag her friends that were with her or took the photos. If she truly felt this way, she wouldn't meet people - period. You can be an introvert and still enjoy hanging out with a few friends every once in a while, but don't describe literal insanity for boohoo-points since that's not how you function. Living this way isn't fun.
Venus is an ass now, bro. More and more of her mother's personality is shining through. She can't blame this behavior on her mental health if it makes her fans, the people who funded her life for the past decade, actual punching bags for her when she's throwing fits. She's behaving like a 13 year old going through her emo phase. I undersatand that life's been tough, but she's a 22 year old now. It's time to grow up and realize that just because her fans don't appreciate a full 180 in her content, that they're not wrong for doing just that. This was unexpected and uncalled for.
She is an embarrassment to the Overwatch community, and the only reason why she wants her to be "reworked" (reverted back to Mercy 1.0) is because she simply can not play the new and improved Mercy at a better than average level. She complains about needing game sense to play Mercy, but has shown to have less than desirable game sense herself. I'm a high master OW player and though Mercy isn't a must-pick anymore, she's still fine if you know your positioning, the value and usage of Valkyrie, movement and beam prioritization, which is evident she doesn't care about. I understand that having her main go from having the biggest ultimate in the game to needing effort for impact, it is disheartening. But what's also disheartening for everyone else is that an extremely toxic, entitled plat Mercy main is spouting misinformation, manipulates her audience and doesn't practice what she preaches is parading around the community screeching for a rework, or in her words, a "nerf revert uwu".
To not sound like a big bully who knows nothing about this person, I'll give her props where it's due, which isn't in a lot of places but regardless... one point I've agreed on her with is that the reasoning for her initial rework being that Mercy has to go and hide for her ultimate to have the best effect, which is the case with most characters so I don't get why Mercy especially was targeted. Also that "Resurrect doesn't fit in an FPS" is pretty funny considering that stealth, wallhack and aimbot doesn't fit in an FPS either. But she really has to let go of what mercy was almost 2 years ago at this point. Reworks happen and it's all Blizzards decision, a toxic hypocrite raid-leader won't make any difference unless she can calmly write a forum post with actual good critisism and leave it at that.
I hope she takes her internalized misogyny and poor game sense and improves, both as a player and as a person.
I have been lurking in this thread since October 2017. I've fully made up my mind on her, and my opinion of her terrible actions will stand even after her incredibly unfortunate passing, because even if I now feel sad for her she never owned up to what she's intentionally done. I was never into her art before her passing, though I've been scrolling through her account every couple of weeks for outfit inspiration. The "sad sells" type of art is just not very deep or interesting. "haha suicidal and self harming but still cute" gets old pretty fast and minimizes the real problem of suicide-inducing(???) mental illness. Either way, it pains me that she didn't get proper help, because as cruel as she's been to her followers she didn't deserve this end. No one does. To completely ignore your body's extremely strong instict to stay alive and take your life, the pain must've been unbearable in that last moment. She could've grown into a more mature, honest person and owned up to her mistakes had her brain not been this damaged.
As a schizo-something person (I chose not to reveal my full diagnosis as it is pretty personal, but basically I've been feeling pretty much the same types of ways as Nhi has), life is just stupidly complicated, and even in a 1st world country there is apparently not proper treatment for us (at least in my experience, I don't talk to anyone so I don't know about other people's experiences). That being said, I kind of knew this was coming eventually. I didn't know when, I thought she'd maybe stop doing art for longer before she decided to do it, because as an artist myself it's been kind of my lifeline. A lot of schizophrenia-like disordered people are into art or expressing themselves in other creative means, but it's still surprising that she posted only 2 weeks before ending it once and for all. That (and her planned Russia trip) kind of tells me that this was somewhat impulsive. That the pain pretty suddenly got unbearable. These severe emotional dips happen a lot, but I haven't been able to do "it" yet. I truly feel for her and I wish there was something that could've been done in time. I hope that despite how her life ended, she's at peace now somehow. I hope she sleeps well.
I hope this made any type of sense, I'm kind of too tired for this but I had to get it off my chest as soon as possible.