Who cares about the filters themselves, it's her attitude that's annoying. She overuses them, pretends to be this magical naturally beautiful fairy, then gets questions and some criticism in the comments and just HAS to be condescending and be like "oh haha y'all so stupid, I actually intended everything to be like that, I'm like not pretending at all, I use filters just for fun and not to make everybody believe I'm a fairy with huge eyes and white skin, you guyz are so stoopid but good for you I've just told you what you should think of me and what comments to write about me, right? haha"
I think it's because she's obsessed with how she looks, she feels constant need to perfect her image. That's why she can't just settle with that boho look, it may be not good enough in her opinion, so she's never going to stop. The same thing that happens with people who start doing plastic surgeries and go so far that they are not able to perceive themselves properly anymore.
I bet she's deeply convinced that as soon as she arrives at Japan looking like this, everyone will be mesmerized by her extraordinary sense of style and her cute looks, all the Japanese guys will be enchanted by her lovely persona, every single model agency will beg her to work for them and the Emperor himself will come and grant her citizenship because any country would love to have her as their citizen, but unfortunately for the whole world, she's already friendzoned every country that doesn't have cute Asian boys.
It says a lot about how spoilt she is when a traumatic experience for her is being given some attention to on the Valentine's Day at school. She talks about this as if she was harassed or whatever. I was bullied at school (and wasn't given any postcards on the Valentine's Day boohoo poor me), but I ignore those memories and have moved on? School for me was 5 years ago as well as for her I believe. She's lived a great life full of opportunities, she has a fanbase that worships her, but no, she has to grasp at every chance to picture herself as a victim because the attention she is given will never be enough. It used to be funny but it's disgusting at this point.
Even if somebody asked about her ugly shoes, so what?? Your followers look after you, Kendra, you raised this flock of mindless sheep yourself. Don't try to act as if you're better than them, they're literally multiple copies of you, as inconsiderate and narrow-minded as you are. (well, probably not everybody but many of them)
I like how this poem is the caption for a photo of her face, this is like a hymn for self-obsession. Not healthy self-love that is impossible without love for others, but narcissistic obsession with this holier than thou attitude. The message she's chosen would be okay if it didn't come from the need to show how DIFFERENT and QUIRKY and MISUNDERSTOOD she is.
I stopped following Kenna after her second apology and now have looked through these threads and, honestly, the fact that she didn't bother to change her shitty behaviour isn't surprising. Her looks though completely baffle me, why would anyone do this to themselves?? The change in her appearance is almost horryfying, it's like watching the portrait of Dorian Gray getting corrupted. I get the Korean beauty trends, of course she has to follow them, but why does she style this sad makeup with grandma clothes... As for her content, I doubt that she gives a shit anymore. Maybe she doesn't want to do youtube anymore at all but just doesn't know what to do with herself since none of her so amazing talents actually paid off and she's too lazy to go and get an actual job. I don't even expect her to post anything remotely interesting at this point. She just keeps asking her followers for ideas and promising to make certain videos and never delivers just to show how hard she's working. Hopefully her preteen audience grows up at one point and gets bored with her bs.