Hi all, I paid the server bill for the month so the site can be archived, sorry for the mess, didn't realize there'd be such an uproar. The site's in read-only mode. Happy archiving. Here's a link to a user-made PULL discord server: https://discord.gg/vZFEm75
-Most of the idols shouldn't be allowed to call themselves singers. They trained for a lot of years but they still suck so much. -Red Velvet isn't consistent with their performances & it's annoying. -Idols should have their dyed hair for a few comebacks instead of every comeback is a new color. Or more wigs. Something. Gonna have some bald ass people if they're not careful. -Girl crush is as corny as the cutesy shit. It's just packaged different. -I don't like male idols covering female songs. They're either disrespectful or too rough? I guess is the word I want. For example, Adult Ceremony. The female idols do it fine. But male idols just look silly or like they're stabbing the air instead of caressing it/being jerky instead of smooth.
I never trusted Tati. (Never liked Jeffree, giant douche.) I liked Shane as a kid but grew out of him fairly quick. Most youtubers need to shut up. "My life is so demanding!" "I'm doing this for you all!" Quit, bitch. You think your content is so original that it HAS to be up? No. If you left for a week (or more but let's be realistic) your fans will find someone new. (I think it was this thread) Some Americans are aware that other countries had/have slaves but we get insulted if we bring it up. I hate Reddit's bots. I didn't flair a post before I posted (didn't know how) and I got a message to do it AFTER I did it. Some of the people are decent. People are fucking stupid. Not just Americans. We're probably just louder. (Heh. Probably.)
My skin's dryish? (maybe dehydrated) -Garnier SkinActive Micellar Cleansing Water (rinsed off after a bit) -Neutrogena Ultra Gentle Daily Cleanser -Johnson's Baby Oil with aloe/vit E as a moisturizer. It doesn't burn. Most moisturizers do for some reason. It's either my whole face or where my nose joins to my cheeks. I tried an Olay daily moisturizer with SPF but it pilled off? I got Neutrogena Sheer Zinc Mineral sunscreen for when I do go out. Hopefully it works. Any ideas on how to fix whatever's wrong with my skin?
SNSD's Jessica looks like she did more than a jaw shave. I saw a new (ish) mv & got spooked. I'm not sure what it is but she looks off. I think Seohyun did something to her nose. Secret's Sunhwa did her nose, teeth, I think her eyes? I think Zinger did her eyes. Also, I'm not sure if the idols' makeup bases are just shiny but a lot of noses look fake/weird. And some of these people who get surgeries are starting to look copy pasted/wrong rather than enhanced/improved.
I usually get along with the family member I live with. I even had a job for a while & started feeling like a person. But then CO-VID happened & I got pressured into quitting without a back up plan. That was about 3 months ago? Maybe 4/5. BUT, where are they now? In a crowded place where there's a fairly recent significant uptick in cases. Trying not to get/be bitter but OMG. WTF?
I'm not being sarcastic. And I wouldn't say "You brown people sound the same to me." That's not true. And a horrible thing to say. Logically, I can get that the guy I fucked up with might not remember this in, say, a week. But I still low key feel like a dick. I want to go explain myself but (knowing me) I'll make it at least ten times worse. (I tried quoting people but it didn't work.) I've been going back and forth on career plans that I might be interested in. But with the Coast Guard-I'm an idiotic weakling & they'd probably break me in a second or two. Esthetician/Dermatologist -Again. I don't know if I'm smart enough to try.
Because where I work has MULTIPLE cases of Co-vid. I now get to make a choice. Keep working and (possibly) be exposed. Or stop working and risk being unemployed for years. I live with a family member who (if Co-vid is here) would most likely die. The first case, I thought I'd still possibly be okay. But I don't know how many cases there are at work. They said cases but weren't going to say who was sick/what shift they were on. We have temp checks, stuff's being disinfected, but people are still popping up with cases. I told my family member and they asked if I can live with this on my conscience. They wouldn't look at me when they did. I know they're scared. (I am, too.) But for some reason, I feel upset? I think? that I need to make this choice. I just started working not too long ago but, you know, Co-vid. I'm not smart enough to make decisions. I just want shit to be easy. But it's not. I want to nap for as long as this will take to be over.