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you and me both, man. i've also been binging for like 2 weeks straight now and i'm terrified of weighing myself because i'm scared that i gained a lot of weight. ofc i'll have gained because i ate entire packs of chocolate and gummy candies, but i don't want to knowwww even worse, i'll be visiting my family for three weeks soon and i always eat like shit there because my mom thinks i only eat pizza in college.
i took classes for a bit longer than six months, i think, which is already considered a long time for some people. i realized that i should get out of there when the practical sessions repeated stuff i had already learned when i started attending. in my country you are allowed 10 mistakes on the theoretical test and i made 8, i think? passed it on the first try. i also barely passed the practical test because i had a shitty examiner who didn't care that it had snowed buckets over night and parallel parking was almost impossible when there is a wall of snow by the side of the road (no point of orientation at all). but i passed both on the first try and i'm a decent driver. i was 20, i think. people in my country get it at 17/18 usually. also, my practical sessions were horrible because i often lacked focus (worked night shift at the time but my instructor didn't give a fuck and always gave me appointments for early morning sessions, like two hours after my shift ended). i cried very often before my sessions, had panic attacks/nightmares and got yelled at a lot. still did it, though, so don't get discouraged and keep at it.
kenken only ever likes the idea of something. the idea of speaking japanese and living in japan. the idea of being a youtuber who regularly uploads videos. the idea of being a vegan and cruelty free. the idea of being a book worm. in reality she has no passion for anything. she's completely devoid of anything remotely interesting. she's not passionate about anything except for getting in fights on the internet about how her sister is so ugly compared to her or that she's totally a smoll kawaii fairy desu. when she "likes" something, she only enjoys the idea of liking it and being known for liking it. everything she does is performative to hell and back and nothing feels genuine. i think at this point she doesn't even know what her true passions/interests are and that's why she tries so hard to find new things to be into and cover up what she's missing. be it anime, kpop, minimalism, buddhism, harry potter, plants.. at this point it's just sad and pathetic.
aside from the drinking culture qualle mentioned, we all know that kenna loves making herself seem both like a rare unicorn and like the purest, most child-like person on the entire planet. remember that event she went to with bree, i think? where she didn't order alcohol and then claimed the entire table turned to look at her because of that? not to mention that this girl has no social group outside of her hive mind of friends. if she had a job she'd meet new people in the form of her coworkers and get in touch with new views on the world and society. she'd find out that a lot of people aren't into drinking or partying. she's basically a shut in who only knows "other" 23 year olds from netflix shows that exaggerate how young adults really are. she's like those 13 year olds who think everyone is having sex and going through tons of boyfriends and partying every week and they are Not Like The Other Girls - when in reality, only a fraction of 13 year olds does that.
i don't know her but i enjoy watching thesorrygirls and she appeared in one of their videos (apparently she also worked for them years ago?). i found her super awkward in it. has anyone watched it as well and can say anything about whether this is normal for her or just because it was a collab with another youtuber?? i always find it super weird when fashion bloggers are so awkward because in my mind i associate fashion/being into fashion with confidence?? maybe that's just me being weird though.