I'll bet on illness becoming part of Kenna's winter aesthetic. She can use it for a few different ends: sympathy. "don't attack me i'm dying~~~"videos. "i'm so sick, i can't make good videos right now."uniqueness/snowflakeness. "see i'm special because i have pneumonia and lupus and the flu all at once. doctors are mystified by me."disneyland. "guys i'm pretty much on, like, make-a-wish level now. i wish to go back to disneyland~~"(and if she's feeling particularly awful) money. "you see, doctors are so expensive...please donate to save my life"It's gross, because illness isn't something you should ever fake, exaggerate, or romanticize, but I wouldn't be surprised if she did. Call me ungenerous, but especially if she's so nonchalant joking about having pneumonia and still going to Disneyland, where there are a lot of people who may not have strong immune systems, just because she feels like she deserves to, I wouldn't be so shocked if she takes the idea and runs with it. Also especially if she can then use it to call her critics cruel and hateful. But don't be surprised as soon as spring rolls around that she's magically cured and how dare you suggest there was nothing wrong in the first place?
"frozen lies" lmao I'm pretty sure most people realize that ice takes up space that soda doesn't... that's why, when you finish your drink before it melts,.....,.......,......,.....,.........there's ice left over. no lie
I watched a few videos of hers probably two years ago or so, and she seemed sweet and interesting, but there's something about her that I can't quite pinpoint that strikes me as off. Maybe it was because she was struggling with personal things and trying to mask it, maybe not. I think I'll watch some of her new stuff to see if I get the same vibes, but she seems relatively innocuous to me, and she's really pretty and her makeup looks really nice.
Okay but like, what "model student" has late work in the first place? At least with my professors, late work is not accepted, and not completing assignments leads very quickly to failing grades. Not quite "model"...
I know that most people aren't at their most mature at age 22, but you would think Kenna would be more mature than she is... Except that in order to gain maturity, you have to have life e x p e r i e n c e s like TRAVEL and STUDY and real, NON-DISNEY situations like being lonely (not just alone), doing work you don't really want to do (not just 2 minute pieces of shit), and accepting valid criticisms (not snapping back like a literal child). Come on, Kenna!! You have so many years of maturing to make up for!! Why aren't you starting now?
Although I definitely understand travel fatigue, and it's not entirely unreasonable that she would not want to travel so far so soon after returning from Japan, the excuse of not liking to travel is the questionable bit here. She could very easily say she wanted to let herself rest a bit longer before going on another big trip. It's not entirely unreasonable to me that her family "invited" her but, when she refused at first, they didn't push. It's a lot cheaper that way, and if she's insufferable on the internet, imagine living in close quarters for a week or more!
I think it's kind of entitled of her to refuse a privilege like traveling to Europe. Many Americans never leave their state, let alone the country. And here she is, with a fantastic opportunity in front of her, and her only excuse for not going is "I don't like traveling." Yeah, well, I don't like school, but I'm privileged enough to attend a good college, and I understand it's good for me, so here I am.
lmao for me it's very all or nothing. i go for months without looking at tumblr/reddit/discord/drama sites/etc. and then all of a sudden it's all i can do. usually that happens when classes or my job get hectic, which is the LEAST HELPFUL thing ever omg. like right now i'm supposed to be studying for a theology midterm tomorrow but i've been refreshing pull and tumblr for the past two hours. whelp. some people have productive procrastinating, like cleaning or something. i just start to gossip no ragretz
sigh can someone make it so i can't log on for the next week? bc i have so many midterms and reslife/ra stuff to do but here i am. i usually have more self-control, but the drama is too strong an allure... also i feel self conscious when my avatar is on more than two of the most recent threads whoops