Sorry if this sounds mean or blunt, but Venus’s edgy posts/outbursts/comebacks are getting really annoying at this point. If it were anyone else (even if they’ve been through just as much, if not more, than her) they would immediately be told to shut the fuck up, get off the internet, and stop attention seeking, by everyone on PULL. I like Venus, and genuinely wish her well, but this kind of shit gets old very quickly. I just avoid her and her thread now.
I have this problem where I can’t stay friends with someone longer than a day. I get such bad anxiety and fear they’ll eventually betray me/talk shit behind my back if they get to know me etc.. Now I just naturally cut people off and can’t remain attached to anyone. I want a lasting friendship, but I can’t find anyone who seems trustworthy enough and would give me a reason to not have these fears. I feel pathetic not having had an actual friend for over five years.
Sorry for worrying you. I'm fine. I really appreciate that you took the time to respond to my whining. ; v ; I get into a really poor mood sometimes and say dumb stuff in the heat of the moment when I'm upset.
In case anyone wants to know the actual quality of Dolls Kill clothes, the tongue in one of my shoes fell right off when I was adjusting it due to cheap stitching. And this is my first time wearing them lol.