I'm sincerely sorry to everyone that I made this post I was in an extremely bad place at the moment, and not thinking straight I thought suicide was the answer. However I thought this through, and I realised how foolish I was. I'm going for counselling soon, and I realised things are going to get better from here I most probably violated PULL rules, so I'm extremely sorry to the moderators of PULL. I most likely will delete this post of PULL soon. And from the bottom of my heart, thank you @everyoneatPULL for the kind words and the willingness to lend a listening ear. Unfortunately, I'm bad with explaning my thoughts/inner feelings? so I think getting counselling is the best decision at the moment. Thank you so much 💛💛💛💛
This is going to sound really cheesy, but I read your post and teared up. I've becomes so stressed and anxious within the recent years that I could not sleep, and I had to bang my head hard against the wall countless times in order for the numbness to overwhelm the pain so I could be more relaxed. I also resorted to wrist biting to take out my stress. I think life will get better.I realised how stupid I am to think suicide was the answer. It is already starting to get better Thank you so much for your story, it's heartening to see that your life got better, so mine most probably will too.
Thank you so much for your tips and helpful post, especially the taking up invitations part. Its true, sometimes when people chose to help me I thought they were doing it out of pity and I thought I would burden them even more, so I reject their help even more and dig a deeper hole for myself. I didn't even realise this until you mention it and I reflected this upon myself. I'm really in a better mindset now, so hopefully things will get better from here
I've been thinking through this alot, and I decided this is the best way to not be a burden anymore. I search the subreddit suicidewatch for answers, bit there seem to be more self-pitying there than actual suicide consideration.
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Coming from an Asian family... I don't think it's okay for parents to cane their kids. Maybe do something else... Like give them less gaming time and cook less delicious food until they learn to behave, but please don't cane your kids. The "tiger mom" system is extremely screwed up. This is quite old news, but an 11-year old boy jumped to his death after failing his Chinese examination paper, and his mother still has the gal to say beside her dead son's body :""I only ask for 70 marks, I don't expect you to get 80 marks." Article here: http://www.straitstimes.com/singapore/courts-crime/death-of-boy-11-who-fell-17-floors-after-failing-his-exams-for-the-first-time I personally know of several friends who gets caning on the hand or butt when they fail their examinations, and one who gets a stroke of cane for every mark in his paper he didn't reach to the A* grade(91marks)
excuse my french I FUCKING KNEW IT I ALWAYS THOUGHT GUCCI/ Balmain WAS TACKY AF. but recently it was sooooo hyped and so many Stars and vloggers loved it that I thought I was the one with the bad taste. of course, there's the thing about finding your own style and taste but since I'm young and in the middle of finding my own style so...
Its funny because all these paycheck to paycheck jokes we made of her all stem from one root of problematic action she did: monetising her apology video. now that I think about it, the moment she monetised that apology video, she will never think about "turning over a new leaf".
REAL UNPOPULAR OPINION but I thought she looks quite cute in this pic. Much better than pink flip flop phase or god forbid her Kawaii eyes Snow Filter Orange phase uwu~ I'm so sorry guys.
Oh Fuck no.
To be fair Lunestelle did get into BOTW before Kenna https://youtu.be/MxVtWcHToTw Still leaves a bad taste in my mouth though.
OT but #Elsagate is a very terrifying issue. Did some light searching since it sounds new to me and found this Reddit post: https://www.reddit.com/r/ElsaGate/comments/6o6baf/what_is_elsagate/ Truly horrifying, and the thought of my niece easily accessing these kinds of videos makes me sick. Of course there are some exaggerated conspiracy theories here and there but the YouTube video contents are real and disturbing. Are we somehow able to create a new PULL thread in Others discussing this?
Aside from the defensive answers and problematic semi-autobiography book, this girl is what I strive to be tbh. Loves studying, hardworking, doesn't need sleep, perfectionist, adding to the fact that she apologise to people for minimal things.Totally opposite from me. My parents would have loved her. She really got quite the bright future ahead of her, they would say.