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      Hi all, I paid the server bill for the month so the site can be archived, sorry for the mess, didn't realize there'd be such an uproar. The site's in read-only mode. Happy archiving. Here's a link to a user-made PULL discord server: https://discord.gg/vZFEm75


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  1. bekah added a post in a topic What do you love about yourself?   

    my waist-hip ratio has always been nice. right now my measurements are 36-25-40!
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  2. bekah added a topic in Music   

    Do You Make Music?
    I just wanna know if anyone on PULL has their own soundcloud or bandcamp!
    I've been making pretty terrible music since I was in middle school. I had a producer for a while, but ever since I changed my style, I've been doing things alone. Unfortunately, I don't have a music program, so I just use free beats and do little one-take almost freestyle things.
    soundcloud.com/bekah-go-lucky <-- here's my newest sc, but all I have here are rly bad freestyles and demos
    fijigirl.bandcamp.com <-- my old bandcamp. a lot of the songs here are really embarrassing now, and don't reflect my current opinions.
    do you guys make music? I'd love to hear it if you do!
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  3. bekah added a post in a topic Ginger Bronson/Kayla Day Aaron   

    Is she actually Russian?? Like looking thru her tumblr it does seem like she's trying hard to emulate tht 'poor slavic girl' aesthetic and it's cringey bc she lives in LA and is wealthy. Speaking as an authentic low-class girl living in a slavic country...this lifestyle isn't really aesthetic at all? Like...do u really want to be surrounded by commie blocks and grey weather and head to the vietnamese cheapo mart to cop yourself some rohliky and cigs? It might sound ~romantic~ but living in the former soviet bloc is actually super depressing.
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  4. bekah added a post in a topic Brat-grrrl/brat-grrrl2   

    I find it really sad that she felt forced into sex work at such a young age. I wouldn't see an issue if she had started doing this sort of work once she was of consenting age (respecting sex workers is important imo), it's just sad to think that a sixth grader had no other way to make money!
    That being said, she seems happy now and has made quite a lucrative little business.
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  5. bekah added a post in a topic Halsey   

    I do agree w/ this, hence why I didn't use any tumblr callout posts in my summary
    I think the only thing I used was an ask from an exposehalsey blog, but tht was more to expand on my next point
    ya like the tumblr callout culture is stupid as hell and stuff like halsey's old "problematic" tweets doesnt bug me as much bc we've all said dumb shit on social media...the thing that bugs me about her is the disconnect between her message and her actions
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  6. bekah added a post in a topic How did you come up with your username?   

    bekah is the name i go by everywhere
    shortened ver of my real name 
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  7. bekah added a post in a topic Halsey   

    So now there's controversy regarding her song for the Fifty Shades of Gray soundtrack. The main reason for this is why the fuck would a 'feminist' write a song for an abusive, poorly-written series of books that objectify women? She's doing it for the cash, but obviously she's not gonna admit that. Here's a few funny screengrabs of her interview + insta.

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  8. bekah added a post in a topic Most overrated/underrated singers?   

    Overrated: there were a lot of things that got popular in recent memory that...didn't exactly deserve it. ruth b, gnash, the chainsmokers, etc. like...i have nothing against pop stars like katy and ariana because it's their image that sells records, and they certainly know how to sell concepts. their music videos, songs, photoshoots, etc are always on point - they're the whole package, so it makes sense that they're so popular. whereas all these randoms that show up on the charts (ew, lukas graham) have little to no charisma and make mediocre songs. this isn't meant to bash indie artists, i'm just saying that to become popular in this industry you have to have great music and a compelling image, and there are a lot of mediocre acts that became famous last year with neither of those.
    Underrated: MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS!!! i will never understand why halsey and melanie bested this goddess. she deserves fame. also, i'm really rooting for mitski to take the indie-princess crown. she has the talent.
    (and ofc i have a list of all the more underground acts i like, but stuff like xiu xiu and AJJ will never become famous lol)
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  9. bekah added a post in a topic Languages   

    Fluent in English and Czech, though my accent in the latter is awful and I'm pretty rusty.
    I'm trying to learn Japanese!
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  10. bekah added a post in a topic Who do you want to be in the new banner?   

    Erika needs to be there.
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  11. bekah added a post in a topic Your Myer Briggs Personality   

    i'm an ISFP! i don't meet many ISFPs online, unfortunately
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  12. bekah added a post in a topic Halsey   

    yeesh this is awful
    the drug promotion tho 
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  13. bekah added a topic in Online Personalities   

    so. we all know halsey, the new alt-pop princess. she's bisexual, mentally ill, biracial, a synesthete, and has suffered from drug addiction, poverty, and homelessness.
    now i'm not doubting her claims of being bisexual and bipolar. she's stated multiple times that she's received a professional diagnosis of bipolar disorder, and sexuality is something everyone should decide for themselves. and she's actually biracial too, she's just very white-passing. there are pictures of her with her parents, and her father is very clearly african-american.
    the thing i'm here to talk about is her ~sad backstory~. she's crafted this entire persona to appeal to the tumblr-girl market, and it worked. unfortunately, her story is...untrue, to say the least.
    first off - the haylor days
    halsey claims to have grown up listening to bright eyes and the arctic monkeys, but anyone who's familiar with her real backstory knows her real musical obsession - One Direction. when she was younger (17-18) she stanned them to an extreme degree, even having her entire blog focus on it. 
    yeesh. now, it's not like this is necessarily bad, just a little embarrassing, but the juicy bit comes next. so, as we know, halsey is extremely anti slut-shaming (as she should be!) and constantly brings up these important issues on twitter. but...she released two songs dedicated to the relationship between harry styles and taylor swift, and both of these songs slut-shame taylor to a cringey degree. (a lot of people excuse this as her being a dumb kid, but she was already 18 when the second song, SOS, was released.) i'll put a link to the more embarrassing song in the spoiler.
    Now, this part of her past is kinda cute in a way. We've all done dumb shit before, and it's nice to know that Halsey is ~real~ I suppose. The real gross part shows up when we delve into the backstory she's created for herself. Here are some quotes from numerous interviews about her past -
    "I wasn't a social-media kid," she says. "I wasn't a Viner, a YouTuber, a blogger, anything."
    Her phone service had been cut off. She had no health insurance. Her friends would pool their money to split a $1 slice of pizza (...)
    "I remember one time I had $9 in my bank account,"
    Before Halsey was a huge radio star, she was a struggling homeless teen who used music as a way to make money.
    “I figured hotel party equals bed. I needed a bed” 

    Let's see if that's true. Halsey said that she was homeless when she was 18 years old, after her parents allegedly kicked her out. This would've been in 2013.
     Plus, despite preaching tolerance, her deleted tweets are...hm.
    Also, there's this. This person claimed to be from her hometown and wanted to expose her. It's anonymous, so there's no real proof, but it's an interesting read.
    What do you guys think? I think her music's alright and she seems like she's trying very hard to be socially aware, which I respect. I don't want to drag her too hard, but I do think that getting caught up in some of these messy lies could affect her image later on.
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  14. bekah added a post in a topic Sexuality/Gender   

    i'm a lesbian, been a lesbian my whole life. i tried to hide it for a long time, saying i was bisexual but leaning more towards guys, and dating a bunch of poor sods who had no idea i was using them as beards. (this is rly not an ok way to deal w/ ur sexuality, i hurt a lot of ppl)
    something ive noticed in the LGBTQ+ community is the alienation of so-called 'lipstick lesbians'. a lot of ppl dismiss femme lesbians as being 'confused' and 'we'll come around eventually'. it took my parents five years to accept me coming out. i came out to them once a year, and every single time they told me it was a phase. my friends still tell me it's a phase sometimes.
    if i were butch, i feel like less people would question it. and since i'm femme, people expect me to be looking for a more 'manly' girl. it's just a toxic, heteronormative attitude honestly. girly-girls are my type, and i feel like people just can't understand that. they want homosexual relationships to mirror heterosexual relationships so they can understand them.
    idk if it's like this in the US or more advanced countries, but in eastern europe this is definitely the sort of thinking i've experienced!
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  15. bekah added a post in a topic Mina Bell / Cyrs Ex   

    do her fans actually believe tht waistline is real???
    like dude no one is built that way without extreme extreme extreme waist training
    the irony is tht in the unshooped pics its pretty clear that she doesn't have much of a waist lol
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